Life is good. 🙂 I am now on the waiting list for my duodenal switch. It’s a scary surgery, especially at this size. I am also gaining weight, which sucks. For every 1lb I “find” my self esteem plummets by 10 points!!!! I hate it. I felt so good in the losing phase with my sleeve. Every day I lost weight I felt like I was reborn.
Oh well, on to bigger and better things. My goal is to lose the 20lbs I “found” and maintain whilst on the year long waiting list. SparkPeople helps me diet. Can’t wait for my DS. Seriously. And then to get to a bmi of 50 and get this excess tissue off that hangs to my knees! I’m not vain and i don’t care if i ever get out of the morbidly obese category, but I want to be more mobile and functional. That may seem weird to a lot of people as most people I know, their goal is to be “normal”, “thin”, “slim” Whatever you call it. I just want to be less fat.
Here in the UK I cannot even get clothes to fit me. I have to buy clothes in America and sneak them past customs because I am too fat for the fat girls shop. I can’t wait until in can fit in those clothes. HELLO SHOPPING!!!!
*I will try to update more, but between SAD and work, I barely have time to breathe.